Sadness

I've seen many sad faces today.

Some due to being beat, others for being sick and tired of a situation that seemingly doesn't end.

Where are the great thinkers the ones that bring us hope? Sometimes waiting for Dharma to finally happen isn't enough.

We need beauty, hope a better understanding of life as it is.

Change

Let's hope we all cope.

Solitude

When I was 6 and watching "The Slipper and the Rose" I truly believed in Happily Ever after.

Don't get me wrong, I still believe we can achieve steady happiness in life but 30 years later it's not what it seamed like when I was young.

Life is tiring, sometimes it just takes all of you. We aren't educated for this, we are given a blank slate and brain washed in believing everything will be all right after you: Study, Graduate, get the job of your dreams, fall in love and have kids...

Maybe I'm jaded, never satisfied with what I achieve.

A friend told me last week it's the toddler years, you give a lot and don't seem to get anything in exchange, I really don't think that's true, happy hugs, slobbery kisses and my daughters dancing to some tune makes my day.

It's the tediousness of Staying in one place... time clicking by

tick
tick tick

One life to live... tick tick tick

I'll figure it out, this year...

Hope Mayan Apocalypse doesn't really happen, that would be a bummer of a deadline 2012
So I have 3 years to go... lol!

Moved out and came back

Oh my goodness

It's been almost a year since I last posted.
I don't want to sound demeaning but I have been living my life. Learning about motherhood...again, preterm labor and breast feeding.

Yes, 2nd pregnancies are far easier than the first, you know? You make decisions accordingly.
Yes, I grew a backbone regarding friends and family, not that I was a pushover but was too PC to live on my family's own terms and after a few tries have been heavenly assertive, and 100% happier than ever before!

This said and done, Have to organize myself cause last 3 boxes from latest move don't unpack by themselves..

Luv

Hip and Back Pain

I'm tired

It's week 2 and no signs of my hip and back Pain relenting.
Went to the doc, said I have to go down a notch or two in house work and child rearing (easier said than done). At least I just began my 2nd trimester, morning sickness and all day tiredness has subsided, just remembered another mom blogger and how she states 2nd pregnancy is way different from your first one.

At least baby numero uno sleeps naps.

1 tooth, 4 molars

Pretty baby is cranky, biology sometimes rushes on.
got a tooth and 4 molars bursting out (at the same time!) and is in a take no prisoners mood.

Discovery kids is a God send, yes I know 16 month olds should not watch TV much but if it makes her happy for 5 min it's great for me.

At least I was able to wash some dishes, and make a tuna noodle salad before mayor afternoon breakdown.